Getting a diagnosis of physical illness with a history of mental illness
The difficulty of getting a physical health diagnosis with a mental health history
From the emails which I have received from site visitors, I know that some of you will have noticed that my news reports have been infrequent recently. This blog is to explain why and to let you know that I really miss the contact that I have with our readers and look forward to being back to work again as soon as possible.
I collapsed in December and was taken to hospital. They found that my blood pressure was very high and put it down to that. I know that the collapse scared the life out of me and my old anxiety problem kicked in which caused me to have the mother of all panic attacks and it was that that sent my blood pressure through the roof for which I was prescribed medication. When I next saw the doctor he told me that there was nothing wrong with me except for ‘mental health’ problems and insisted that I start taking antidepressants. Although I have had an anxiety disorder in the past I have never suffered from depression in my life although this episode of ill health has left me pretty low in my mood.
I explained that I was having dreadful headaches and blurred vision which were concerning me but he insisted that the antidepressants would sort that out. After a few weeks my on-going gut problems got so bad that I couldn’t keep any food inside me. I was taken to hospital and eventually had a barium enema which showed little. I felt that the antidepressants had been the catalyst to the stomach problems and asked to come off them. My stomach improved and as I started to feel a bit better the doctor insisted that I go back on them….what a mistake….chronic gut problems again which got so bad that I could barely make it to the loo.
I stopped taking the antidepressants again and my gut improved although it has left permanent problems for me. Meanwhile my headaches became so bad that I wanted to smash my head into the wall, my sight deteriorated to a worrying degree and I have lost two and a half stone in weight and just for good measure the buzzing in my ears is so loud that it drowns out even the t.v. I spoke to the GP again about the throbbing headaches and was put on yet another antidepressant which left me like a robotic zombie and I had to stop those too. I remember sitting on my bed in tears thinking that my body was not working properly and now they've stopped my brain from working too!
At this point my daughter became involved and phoned my surgery to ask what exactly they had planned to make me better. The doctor who she spoke to knew nothing about me as I have had no one consistent GP throughout the whole episode. The next day my daughter spoke to another doctor who said that there had never been any record of me having headaches or such symptoms but agreed to look into it. After a call to me in which I stated that at least four different doctors had been informed by me of my throbbing head, loss of vision etc I have now been referred for a brain scan. I hope that they find something…anything….because at least then we can start to make things better. But why did it take a third party to get involved before they took my symptoms seriously? I am articulate and intelligent and yet they simply saw that many years ago I had suffered from anxiety and looked no further.
I tell you all this, not for sympathy but because of the variations of attitude from medical staff and from the people around me (I exclude my wonderful daughter from this list). When I was told it was mental health issues I was literally told to ‘pull myself together’ and was avoided by those around me, but when it looked like a physical problem I met with understanding. I still don’t know what the outcome will be and, if it is a mental health issue, I feel I have as much right to it as I do to a physical condition.
I’m trying to keep strong while I wait for the scan and will keep in touch and let you know what happens. I can’t wait to get back to work again and to hearing from my readers again because I love what I do and miss it dreadfully. I do write a little for the site on the odd good day and keep an eye on what is going on every day.
I truly feel that my history of anxiety disorder has caused my GP to ignore any physical possibility. If any readers have experienced a similar experience by having to fight to be taken serious over physical illness because of a history of mental illness please let me know.
Comments
Thank you so much for your comments and good wishes Maggie. I feel so angry that you get treated differently if you have ever had a mental health disorder. It is so wrong and must be changed...by speaking out we could make a difference. If and when a physical problem is found they can stuff their apologies and I will expose the culprits and make them accountable for months of suffering.
Thank you for taking the time to read my account and for commenting.
Liz
Thank you so much for taking the time to leave your comment. I feel sure that many people who have had mental health problems find that their physical health is overlooked and this is so wrong. I wish you all the best....and I agree that complaining doesn't seem to help in any way!
It is so good to get feedback from readers and to interact with the people that we are here for....thank you again.
Hi Elaine,
Thank you so very much for your response to my blog. What a dreadful time you have had - I am so pleased that you seem to have at last found some satisfactory diagnosis but what a fight you had to get it and when you feel that fighting for your rights is beyond you. I am still fighting but seem to be shouting at a brick wall for the time being - this won't stop me though. I hope that there are not too many others who find themselves in the same situation although I suspect that there are probably many.
Again, many thanks for taking so much time to tell us your story - I hope it inspires others too.
Liz
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